already over other thing; will I ever get over that guy, though?

yeah, forget that last post. "fuck off" is much too strong, and in fact, I don't really care much about that any more. what I do care about is Mr. Heartbreak. we've been seeing each other (very much off and on) for the past year and a half, almost, and dammit if I still don't love him. he just got home from playing his gig; sent me a seemingly sweet text (IS it sweet? I don't know for sure) and I'm all googly-eyed. when will I learn? but what do you do when the only guy who doesn't bore you quickly also happens to piss you off massively every few weeks, minimum?

happy new year

happy 2011 to all except for the one person whom I texted around midnight (I sent different texts to several friends) who responded with a stiff "I don't appreciate mass texts."

it wasn't a mass text. it was sent to him alone. I sent a similar one to my pal Chris. I guess it just wasn't original enough for that one person, so I deleted him from my contacts. if he texts me, I won't know who's sending me a note, and that... will be delightful, considering. I deleted all past texts and emails, and noted that there just hasn't been that much interesting conversation between us.

I thought he was cooler than he is. oh well. it's not like he was a close friend; more of an acquaintance. still, to him, and him alone, I'd like to say:

FUCK OFF.

thanks!

UPDATE: I took the high road in my response to him. let him know it wasn't, in fact, a mass text, and wished him a happy new year (including his name in the text). he wrote back "individual texts are appreciated" and then another one advising me to go to sleep at a reasonable hour tonight. deleted both. happy to see that they came through w/o his contact info!